So yesterday was another "first" for me. i actually wore a butt plug...all day.....AT work! i have worn anal beads, but never a plug.
For me, that is a huge accomplishment. i tend to believe that i shouldn't have to do anything lifestyle related at work. Master rarely agrees with that...lmao.
i only have one butt plug that i can actually wear all day without being in total, unbearable pain. Although i threw out all my non-silicone plugs months ago. i do have a couple of new silicone butt plugs that have not yet been explored. i think the new plugs are way too big..lol. Master tells me that i think everything is too big. Prolly cuz i would classify anything larger than a pencil as being too big...lmao.
i was very nervous at first. Worrying about the plug slipping out or someone noticing it, but it did stay put. It is a huge mind fuck for me though. Since i constantly feel the plug, my thoughts are always focusing on my place and status. i find myself blushing or instinctively bowing my head. i can feel my juices seeping out and keeping my panties moist. And the pain and pleasure keep me constantly aroused.
i had stopped home at lunch time yesterday and was feeling particularly horny. The constant rubbing of the plug had made my asshole sore and sensitive. But it kept me on edge....i wanted to cum so bad. Every movement or position was arousing me...whether i was sitting, standing, laying down, walking, etc. The butt plug was just grating along my sensitive hole and driving me insane. i actually had to pause a few times and control my breathing, movements, and thoughts so that i wouldn't lose my fight to abstain from a painful, pleasureful cum.
The plug was removed at 7:30 pm...so i actually endured it for 11 hours. i have to admit that it kept me focused through an entire day of hectic work. i was continuously aroused and my panties were moist the whole day. Arghhh.....i can be such a slut sometimes.
But i did survive the task...even the "at work" part...lol.